| Location | Hampshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 15/07/2008 |
| Date of Death | 15/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 409 since 14/09/2008 |
| Creator |
My darling baby leejay, i had all my hope that you were going to stay with me and your big brothers
but you choose to go and play with your big sister in heaven, deevoy will be looking after you baby
leejay, and i know you and your sister are looking down on me, and you are both your brothers angels
to watch over them and protect them. I love you baby my angel up above. x x
Mummy can have no more babies, you was my last hope you will always be the baby of my little family
and when your brothers are older i will tell them all about you and your big sister. x x
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
A year gone x
Its been a whole year since i lost you my little man,i still think bout you and your big sister everyday.
Your big brother turned 6 yesterday, all i kelpt on thinking about was my 2 little angels and how they should be here spending the day with us.
You would be 3mths old now, i can't stop thinking about what you would have looked like little man, i like to think you would have been the spit of your brothers.
Rest in peace darling boy till we are all together again x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
After making his new angel
God looked down from above
He happened to notice you
And all he saw was love
He said to the angel
"I need to send you there,
There is where you'll be loved
Where you will feel the most care"
So God sent you this angel
To nuture, love and grow
But not an angel you could keep
For it would soon be time to go
You taught this angel wonderful things
That only a mother could do
Your angel learnt compassion and warmth
Whilst living inside of you
This angel was one that would have to leave
One you'd hardly hold
One you'd mourn for the rest of your life
If the truth be told
God realised you'd miss this angel
And so he gave you tears
A way to express your love
Over the coming years
Then God called this angel home
And asked what the angel had learned
The angel said a love so strong
In a mothers heart had burned
"I learnt that love can exist
Even when I've gone
For love never dies you see
I've learnt it carries on"
God looked at the angel
Smiled and gave a sigh
"You have learnt a valuable lesson
That often passes people by"
The angel looked at God and asked
"Why is my mummy so sad?"
God answered "when I called you home
It made her miss what she had;
But soon she will realise
I sent her a special gift
I sent her you my child
Although I took you swift
Her love for you will never wain
You will remain ever in her heart
You will be in her thoughts and feelings
Like you've never been apart"
The angel asked God what this mummy did
To deserve such a wonderful thing
"Your mummy is so pure of heart
she makes the angels want to sing"
The angel thanked God
For giving him such a lovely mum
So you see in loving your angel
Your work is truly done
God didn't wish to punish you
He only showed you love
He gave you a special angel
A gift from heaven above
He knows only a special person
Can be an angel mum
He made us in his image
He lost his only son
He know's just how your heart aches
And wished that wasn't so
But your angel is so happy
In God's heavenly home
So when you think of your angel
Please just smile, don't weep
Be proud that God chose you
To love an angel so sweet
When your heart feels empty
Your life so full of despair
Remember God picked you!
Because no-one else compares
(Author Unknown)
Happy easter x
Hello lil man, have a gud easter up in the sky with ya big sister. Miss ya hon, you would have been due this month, i wonder who you would have look like baby leejay.
Miss you and love you always x x x x
My little boy x
Baby boy, mummys feeling loads better. You will always be my baby boy, i will never forget you, sorry i haven't lit candles for you in a while, love you loads and loads miss you lots and lots x x
Darling boy x x
Mummy loves you and misses you so much, i am not well at the mo baby, but i will be back on here soon baby boy x x
Please come home x
Honey i know you can't come back to mummy, but i wish it was possible to turn back the time, maybe it was something i did wrong to not keep you safe in my tummy, maybe i didn't take good care of myself.
Little man i tryed to do everything right to keep you safe, after losing your sister i was too scared to move in case i lost you.
I couldn't stop what god already intended for you darling, you weren't meant to stay with me, but i'm always going to ask why me, 1st to lose your sister then you, i must have done something wrong, i keep getting told its karma. I won't ever get over losing you, you are always in my thoughts. love you so much babe x x x x merry christmas leejay x x x x
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
my little man x
Hello my baby boy, mummy needs ya back baby, you was not meant 2 leave me, you should still be in my tummy, kicking me all the time letting me know that your there, just like ya brothers did.
Christmas is coming and your sister is not here to enjoy it with me and her brothers and you are not going 2 be here nexted xmas with us either.
I want to join you and your sister so badly it hurts, i have not forgot you, you will always my babies, i just wish i could just hug you and kiss you to show you how much i love you darling x x
Your brothers need me so much here other wise i'd join ya in a heart beat. x x x x x
beautiful little leejay your mummy is a lovely women, how proud you must be!, sleep tight lovely angel god blessxx
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